sweetness in pain
Posted by kunalshetty1 in 12:46 pm, under Uncategorized | 0 Comments
ever wondered y lifes slow…wen ur sad and days jus rush past wen ur
havin a blast….sounds lyk a question u’ll be wonderin on wen ur lyk completely jobless…but then it is an intrstin one isnt it…!!?
every one has this feelin…or a particular moment when u feel u’ve been dealt with alot of injustice…but then again its not alwys our bad luck its mostly our own stupid self who lets us down…so much…everytime…now…now ppl readin this mite think…that i jus hate myslef or sumtin…but na ..it isnt that…its jus that every1 for the matter of fact loves ones ownself so much tat everytime we fall in the same stupid trap of heart brks….love etc..feelin wierd…etc….we jus do it again and again….and this is not it…everytime we fall flat on our face we get up….and make a so called firm descision(tat hardly lasts) that we are not goin 2 fall in2 the stupid trap again….but that never happens….dnt know hw is it 2 every1 else…but everytime ur heart brks n u decide not 2 let that same ting happen again sumtin new or sum other way of brkin ur heart..cums out….its lyk gettin immune 2 one disease all to know that thers another one lined up..for…you…
well life isnt that bad after all….there are other ppl in the world who dont go thru with this..i mean…ppl you very very focused…live their lifes like sum programmed robots…i suppose thats the best way of avoidin the regular heart brks…n tha sinkin feelin…etc…its we who make the choice and eventually its us who sulk on them…its not the world thaz fuckd its us who end up..screwin our lives every now n then….
yet another irony….
Posted by kunalshetty1 in 11:22 am, under Uncategorized | 0 Comments
they say time heals everythin….well i guess its not completely correct….it is tough 2 forget tings…ppl…incidents that linkup with them…..its not that you happen 2 stay heart broken all the time but then….you jus realize that u were a jerk at that time…..well in my case mistakes dont hurt as much wen u realise that they were wrong…it hurts more wen time passes and one fine day…an incident reminds you of urself fallin off the edge….really gets 2 u…i mean its more painful…..
….at times wen tings happen wit you r ur frnds….well with things i mean….brkups…fites…etc..they make u so bloody experienced tat at times u feel like sum pro in advisin….cos not only does ur frnd accept the advise…but it also kinna works..wich makes ur feel big!!…well then who doesnt like advisin it does make u feel gud….but then again….a gud coach mite is not alwys a gud player….so wen eva it cums up 2 ur ownself u alwys keep stugglin….n asking advice frm ppl who mite be prevailing on ur own decisions..round n round!!..taz another irony…in life…
confusing as it sounds….
Posted by kunalshetty1 in 9:25 am, under Uncategorized | 0 Comments
We have this common fight among our partners or so called lovers that no one understands each other. Ya the same old bull shit he/she gives you when he/she is pissed at you and then you answer the same question which mite in the running for the Guinness buk of records for the question asked mostly frequently by people i.e ‘why don’t u ever try to understand me?’. Your answer is so predictable that even a 5yr old would answer that without thinking much…..’you never understand me2….?’
But the fact is that we never understand our own selves I mean how many times have we done stuff that have no explanation. And we end up asking our selves that ‘why did I do this?’…..another unexplained thing about our own selves…and then we keep complaining that no one understands me…..well as the title suggest this is as confusing as it sounds….jus as they say…”common sense isnt that common after all”….dont know about others but in my case…i think pondering more over this issue…is just goin 2 cause…more confusion…..
old wine…new bottle….
Posted by kunalshetty1 in 9:20 am, under Uncategorized | 0 Comments
There is always something about a song or mention of an incident that brings back some memories you try hard to forget….but eventually those incidents or ppl end up coming under the categories of unforgettables. Well…..yes you can always tell your self that your not going to let you self fall into the stupid ‘sweet old memory shit and all that’ but its all in vain. The mere mention of the incident does make you happy for a while but then its mostly followed by that strong feeling of either guilt or disgust. Hey!its not all that bad I mean its does feel good recollecting your nice times. But you just have to beware that this thought doesn’t take over you completely. I mean it can end up screwing your whole day.
I strongly feel that there are some songs that are practically made to remind you of a nice sweet time or your stupid emotional self falling off the edge. What ever they mite me you just seem to be falling in to the trap of listening to them every now and then. Cant stop loving a thing so soon…. Always a problem….every time you listen to them it just feels so fresh and new……I no its stupid and a romantic issue but then again…..I guess most of us do……Pass through this phase where at the end of it you’ll be calling your selves dumb asses!
But then again there are these some special feelings that will always remain with you no matter how hard you try forget em. They say its not in ones hand to love or hate some its just seem to happen…even if the person has completely done in justice to you…..you end up forgiving them just because you like them. There you go again….these are those things which you do without reasoning yourself about it….I guess you just have to live with it…I mean live with your own stupid self without expecting to change much….the same way you live with your nagging mom or your angry dad who never fails to catch and opportunity to fire you…..but at the end of the day…u do luv em!
