same old trap again!!
Posted by kunalshetty1 in 9:59 pm, under Uncategorized | 0 Comments
the only feelin of disgust and bein self critical.wasnt entirely correct..sometimes things jus
take sum stupid uneccessary turns which not only makes ur mind blow apart but also feel
really undone about some matters…you feel u are over reacting and let the whole issue pass
over you but then within a short period..the same thing repeats itself and this time it hits
harder than the earlier one..now u really begin to wonder if its the other person…??u..??or
jus ur fucked up luck??i mean u try hard 2 convince ur ownself..knowin that u havnt made a
blunder..but the other persons reaction has a dautin impact on u..!!well that does draw one
conclusion that the person is close enough 2 u ..to hurt u..but mayb not the same other way
around..and u cant help things..u cant decide..weather u like a person or not..n this has
nothing to do in fallin in love etc..it mite be anyone a nice friend..ur close relative..or any1
else..but the bottom line is that he/she is close 2 you..and i’ve alws felt that ppl close 2 u
have the right to hurt..not any street sider..
this happenin to you so regularly…u begin to wonder..weather or not..u shud be gettin close 2
ppl..to an extent that they can hurt u..but..ther u are..cant help it..u jus feel like being nice
to that person..even after he/she fires or tells u off for things u arent wrong for..neither
the guilt nor the feelin of caring for that person leaves u…yet another..stupid unsolved
question u’ll keep askin yourseleves!!
